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That's
how I decided to write. Maybe it wasn't the smartest thing to do but
they lived their lives and I needed to live... anything that was
different.
- Open your eyes, you butthead!!! - was it an insulting voice of a
driver passing right before my feet landed on the street while the red
light was too earthly to be noticed, or just a scream of consciousness.
I'll never find out why people live their pathetic moments that make
years of pathetic dirty wishes of better future somewhere-never.
- Jeff! What are you doing here?! How nice... So you've been living here
for seven years now?
Crossing this street seven times a day is a standard for you!? Well, no
very busy I was - surely that is the reason I've never met you here
before... Cafes? Well, yes, but rather in more exclusive quarters. Yes,
of course! I shall call you to meet up sometime!
Quick! I need a very deep breath!! Good; I'll go back to bed now. I'm
not ready to face any bit of the reality of lying_to_survive. I'll just
fade away one more time.
17/18.I.2001 Paryz
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